Today when I wake you will be my first thought. Always imagined greeting mornings by just staring in your eyes.
My broken heart will carry you as time passes by. Trying to ignore the emptiness in the arms that longed to hold you.
I will gather with strangers. Yet I know them, because we share the same pain.
My words of love will be written on special paper. All the words I thought I would whisper in your ear.
Standing in quietness I listen for your name. The one I wanted to say out loud a million times.
With shaking hands I will release all that I am to heaven. Wishing I was there to see you catch it.
No strength to fight the tears that will flow. Yet I was prepared to catch every one that trickled down your sweet face.
Evening darkness will be brightened by the light of your remembrance candle. Aching I never got to light them on your cake.
My head than lays down on a pillow, reflecting on a day that will always be yours. Closing my eyes to dreams of eternity. Mommy believes in the promise of it being ours.
Until than....I will take these steps.
I love you my precious Angel
Written by Stacey Fisher
Precious Baby Boy Fisher's Mama